Late at Night...

woke up just now from a dream, more like a nightmare. my heart was racing and i felt nothing but fury and anger. i need to distance myself before i do something that will put myself in the worst position ever. i have a lot of things going good for me and the devil is putting these thoughts in my head to do evil things. i love the lord he heard my cry, i felt a rush come over me like the lord himself was here because he knew i was getting weak. i had the urge to kill, but god knew that i wasnt in my state of mind...i had to get that off my chest real quick. i told u it was a nightmare......(p.s only reason. god and god isnt capitilized is im blogging from my phone and its acting up..............................ized I