This past weekend has been a #9 weekend. Nothing but BAD NEWS. It felt as if the only thing that could keep me high spirited was the REAL reason behind Easter Sunday. Now after consulting with a couple of my closest peers I've heard of many different ways to tackle this situation.
HONESTLY deep down the words i wanna say are, "BITCHES AINT SHIT!" & leave it at that, but after a long talk with my bestfriend/motivator we both prayed over the situation and he told me that the devil is always working which is so true. Even though i feel I'm disgusted, hurt, dissappointed, betrayed, etc. He made me remember that life comes with test, and I'm being tested. Yeah I'm human I have a right to be mad, but HATE is a stong word and I can NEVER HATE anybody but the Devil.
Lord knows the hurt I feel inside and I how hard it is for me to handle this. Prayer and more prayer is the only way I can get through it basically.
It seems like since I found out about this, every moment I have I get the image in my head and I DON'T LIKE IT... and again I know its just the devil and I know he trys to attack at my weakest point and honestly speaking I think I'm at my weakest point. BUT with God on my side he will never let me fail. I am his sheep and I surrendered my all to him and he will make sure i get through this.
The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over ME with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over ME with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17
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Everything you said is so true! Just remember that your faith is always being tested. You have to think to yourself, what kind of faith do you have? Do you have weak faith that when tested/burned is all gone, or true faith like gold that when tested/burned shines much brighter than it used to.
ReplyDeleteCheck out Proverbs 17:3