This past weekend has been a #9 weekend. Nothing but BAD NEWS. It felt as if the only thing that could keep me high spirited was the REAL reason behind Easter Sunday. Now after consulting with a couple of my closest peers I've heard of many different ways to tackle this situation.
HONESTLY deep down the words i wanna say are, "BITCHES AINT SHIT!" & leave it at that, but after a long talk with my bestfriend/motivator we both prayed over the situation and he told me that the devil is always working which is so true. Even though i feel I'm disgusted, hurt, dissappointed, betrayed, etc. He made me remember that life comes with test, and I'm being tested. Yeah I'm human I have a right to be mad, but HATE is a stong word and I can NEVER HATE anybody but the Devil.
Lord knows the hurt I feel inside and I how hard it is for me to handle this. Prayer and more prayer is the only way I can get through it basically.
It seems like since I found out about this, every moment I have I get the image in my head and I DON'T LIKE IT... and again I know its just the devil and I know he trys to attack at my weakest point and honestly speaking I think I'm at my weakest point. BUT with God on my side he will never let me fail. I am his sheep and I surrendered my all to him and he will make sure i get through this.
The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over ME with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over ME with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17
Monday, April 13, 2009
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